I Wish

That we could be together. I really regretting ever starting that fight because now all I do is wish we were together, and he doesnt want that because he likes hanging out with his bestfriend more than dating me is what I think. You know whats strange though?=) The sex is better. Like ALOT better. Yesterday we went to the basketball court/baseball field by his house shot hoops for awhile and then went for a walk and we ended up in this old abandoned building up against the wall hardcore making out.haha I feel like I did when we first started dating and I was so excited the whole time I was getting ready just to hangout with him. But its different in a way too though..back then he brought me everywhere with him, even to hangout with his friends and do guy stuff and if they didnt want me to hangout he wouldnt hangout with them at all. Now he'll drive 20 minutes to the store to buy me cheetos, bring me home, and drive all the way back to pick up his friend from football practice instead of just swinging by there with me and going home. And everywhere we go he always says, 'so and sos gunna see us together and be like wtf'. I just wanna scream why do you care! It's sooo awkward being around his mom now! We were really good friends before we broke up and now I'm embarrased to even walk in their house when shes there.
When we first started dating, all we did was sit in the basement and watch movies. ...Well, its not an average basement...they have like movie theatre seating except there super comfy with a big screen. and the kitchen is the mainfloor above it so his mom would constantly come check on us to make sure we werent banging it out haha. Then slowly we made our way to his room at night and shed come down twice a night to tell us to get out. Then the door started gettin locked and eventually she didn't care anymore thinking we weren't doing anything. His dad knew everything though=) He was proud, he even watched us sneak back through his bedroom window from up on the deck one night after his mom made us leave and we could hear him laughing. Then his mom stopped caring and I stayed till 3 or 4 in the morning and then woke up and went home. Then after like a year of dating I just stayed the night there. ......So you tell me,
She knows we've hookedup probably way over 200 times, has even bought him condoms, talked about eachothers sex life together, well just the emabarassing stories and now she tells him we aren't aloud to fuck in her house now that were not dating.? Whattttt. Thee. Eff. She was pissed about it and he was like 'I'm 18 years old, I can do whatever the fuck I want and it's none of your business. You should be trying to get me to only have sex with her, because if I'm not fuckin her, I'm gunna just be fucking a bunch of other girls that you don't like and you actually like her so why do you care?' I don't get it either. So if we walked around telling people we were dating she would be ok with it?
His dads funny though. Yesterday David told him he was going to hangout with me and his dad was like 'Why just to fuck her?' and David was like 'No I actually wanna hangout with her.' hahah I can't immagine my dad ever saying that.=)